2009

2008 is going to end soon. So what have i achieve this year ? what have you achieve this year ? well to me, maybe i have achieved something but not much. But what is done is done, and what is in the past, remain in the past. For now, i have decided that 2009, i will start fresh. A new journey, a fresh one with a focus mind and new goals.

I want to built on my career, my work. Try to get more experience and pick up quick. As you all know my job is not a easy, leg shaking job but a hardcore fast pace job. So i hope 2009 will be the year that i will try to learn as much as possible. And at the same time, reaching out to marketplace. I believe through my job, i can bring more people to church.

And 2009, i must learn to really take care of my finance. Because now, not just me have to eat, but my Xiao Bai have to drink petrol too. 2009, i want to start think of a plan to genererate extra income too. Ways i can earn more money, so i can save up, and also give out money.

For my health, i wanted to go back to gym life again. But since my job and financial is quite pack and tight, i will try to find time to go gym again. May, i hope i can start my gym on May. Build muscle, train my stamina and take healthy food.

For ministry and church, im looking foward to get my job to be stable and have a flexible time so i can serve again. 2009 will be another exciting year for coneference and events. So im looking foward to travel and serve.

For relationship, 2009 hopefully is a good year for me. I didnt ask much and i didnt really plan so much on this. So i will just wait.

So thats all for now. The list is very long but i just share this much with you guys.
And bet you all been waiting for me to post up something for very long dy huh.

Ohio State Buckeyes

Teddy Bear

The retun of Teddy Bear ! Haha !!

Worst Way

"The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them"
heard this before somewhere but forgotten. But saw this from my cousin's MSN.

Guess missing someone is tougher than loving someone.

WBB

Will Be Back.

Expo

just a super quick update o wehre am i now. Im now at Expo and going to bugis to look for my cousin. Asia Conference is so so good and impactful ..for those who didnt make, or didnt plan to come ..you all rugi ..shame on you.

looking foward for tonight session ..it will be the last night,finale night.then will be back in kl and continue with my busy working life. Miss my Xiao Bai!

Alright, will update more when i come back to kl.

A Chance

Give me a chance ...

Look At The Stars

Look at the stars ...look how they shine for you ..
will always shine for you ...

Surrender

Shattered and scattered ..
Pieces are brought back together..
Journey ahead still far and long ..
many things seems to be undone,
wrong and mess ...
but it just our mind is playing tricks on us ..

God, I surreder all ..
If its not mine... take it away ..dont let it be a burden in my heart ..
but if its Your will ...bring it back to me when the time is right ...

Give me strength ..give me wisdom ..so that im able to grow stronger and wiser in making decision ..

I know ..there's no other way ....and the only way is to surrender to You ..Thank You God..

I Just ..

I just want to love and to be love ..
I just want to be better ..
I just want to be myself ..
I just want you to know .....
Dont compare me with others..
Dont think of me as someone like others..
Coz i know im different...different than others..
Give me space,chance and time to change ..
To change to be a better person ..
Waiting for the time to come
Like the Frog waiting for his princess ..

Reaching out my hands , pull me up ..
Dont want to stay in this anymore ..



Only those who cares will hear me ...



And i know, God ..You heard me ..

Regret

“even if we are not meant to be together, i will choose to love still because i don’t want regrets to take place”. Found this on someone's blog.

I wonder whether people can actually do that or have the courage and heart to be still in love eventhough they cant be together. Sound silly ? Might not ..

The only thing that really scary about relationship is that there's no more chemistry or betrayal or cheating towards the partner.

Regret ?

Lost

Tried so hard but failed. Attention is not on me but 'other'.
Dissapointed at myself. Maybe im just not good enough.

Where is the key ? Dont want to be alone.
Faith has gone, trust is lost, scar remained.

i want to know ...tell me ...

Burden is so heavy. God, take it away. it hurts.

Other may not give me a chance, but God ...i know You will.

Voices

no motivation. i want to see the future and finish line. i want to see what will happen next. i want to hear it. looking for sign,waiting for chance. my heart is shouting. can you hear ?

im just me. feels like lost but not giving up.

waiting...

or maybe not mine ..

Green, Black and still Me

Wondering

Was wondering whether i said the right things,did the right thing?
maybe its just me only, im tired ... feels like one sided.
feels like there's no chance anymore.
weak frog...

my imagination ?

nah,Love with Faith, Trust and Believe .....

Worry

Was worrying the whole day saturday.

Waiting

I'm waiting. Many things if you ask. This and that.

Silly Me

Recently im feeling so happy and sometimes emo. Maybe i think too much. And all i can do is wait and be persistent.

Yellow (Coldplay) by Tanya Chua

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.

I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called yellow.

So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all yellow.

Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.

I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.
Cos you were all yellow,

I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all yellow.

Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know for you,
Id bleed myself dry for you,
Id bleed myself dry.

Its true, look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine.

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do.

And this song, this song stuck in my head since the first time i saw the commercial for Ogawa. This song is not on the commercial but in the director cut edition. It's on the Ogawa Mother's day tvc. Try listen to it, its in the playlist too.

This songs makes my heart melt, feels like crying, feels like falling in love. I love this song a lot. So emo lah! For those who are already in relationship, nah this songs is for you all. And for me,i dedicate this song to YOU !

Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the oneI will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Been listening to this song. You can click on my jukebox, i have include this song in the playlist.
This songs tell me that love really make us stronger, to be able to do things for the person you love. Love is not for coward, who keep it to themselves. But love with action, even it will hurt you. Love with Faith, Trust and Believe !

Work Work Work

Sorry people!! For those who have been waiting for my latest post, im sure you all waited too long! Haha! Well maybe let me update whats going on to me recently. The reason why i didnt blog lately is because im working. Yes, im working full time now. Working at Damansara Perdana at Film Stage, a production house doing commercial.

Sounds easy but not easy, it looks easy well its easy to do it but not easy to start with it. Although it is a very stressful job but im ok with it. Where got job easy one lah !! The more challenge the job is ..the more i will improve. So i take it as a experience work, i know i can do better than what im doing so im looking foward for a better result.

And yeah, some may heard the news but i will say it here. Im getting a car soon !! Woo hoo!! Im planning to get a Perodua Viva!! Best part is my parents is buying it for me, well as a christmas gift maybe! But i still have to pay for the petrol lah, not everything free and nice also de.

An recently i have been doing a lot of design work, and for your info, im very bad at design sense, but im learning. Espceially layout design, for leaflet or some layout arrangement lah. SO, is anyone of you have good reference on wome website ..please show me, maybe u can put the link in the comment section for this post. Dont flood my chatbox with link.

Thanks for always checking out my blog, promise will try to update as often as possible.

Sick

Not feeling well today. Feel really sick, vomitted two times in office, almost vomit in sandra's car on the way back. Now i got slight fever. Now I'm off to bed.

Night.

Matthew 6:33

Matthew 6:33

New Living Translation
Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, and he will give you everything you need

King James Version
But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you

New King James Version
But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you

New International Version
But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.


There are few version or translation from the bible about Matther 6:33. You see, all the verses ave different translation but yet, the message is the same. lately i have been dwelling in this verse. Seek first His kingdom, whos kingdom ? God's kingdom, and His righteousness. And all the things ..THINGS ...with 'S' .. shall or will be given to us..or unto us.

God want us to seek Him, look for Him, not when troubletimes, but all the times.Put God first. He want us to put Him in all our areas of life, like our work, relationship, family, and financial. Even spiritual and church. Why ? Because it is a decision, if we believe in Him, we surrender to Him, and trust Him. It's not good to choose to believe but dont trust. Just like you can give without loving but you cant love without giving.

And after that, the verse said, all the things shall be added to or unto us. And another version said He will give you everything you need. So you see, God wants to bless us. But God want you to trust Him and seek Him. The verse said all the things shall be added to us. TO US, and UNTO US. Everything that we need he will give us.

God just dont give what we want, He also want to give what He want for us and the best for us. When you submit ur dream or your vision to God, God will never fail you. Believe in Him that He will provide, and He always give what you need. God also always come on time, never early, never late but on time. If you always think why God still havent help you or what, few possibility. Its either you didnt pray and ask Him or pray specificly, or it is not the right time or the right thing for you to have it, or because the devil is stopping your blessings. Dont blame God, He always send you help, its the devil that stop it. Be clear about that !

So friend, seek Him first. And get ready to see His miracle !!

Love with Faith, Trust and Believe!!

Funny Observation

It's been a while since my last post. Quite busy lately,working part time with Sandra at her production house. i know some of you are waiting for my next post and was wondering what i will write this time. I guess most of you all heard about what pastor kevin preach before about the relationship series, "Does fairy tales exist?"

That series is a very good. It really helps to understand more about relationship. About boy girl relationship, behaviour and stuff. But what do we really see and or experience before ? Some of you might know that i like to observe people sometimes. Its not my hobby or im pervert at looking girls lah. Just that sometimes i like to see what people do, say, react, behave and stuff.

This time, let me share something funny. This is what i observe before lah. I remember i talk about this with some of my friend, about how guys and girls look at the opposite sex. Ok, for guys, imagine a group of guys sitting at the foodcourt or Mcdonalds. Then they saw a group or girls sitting opposite them. One of the guy spot one of them and the girl is very pretty. This is how the 'guy' will react, " Hey, look at that girl, she is so pretty !! Look ! That one, overt there, the one in pink! so pretty lah." ( to make it clear, not all the guys are like that.) Then the rest of the guys will look at the girl and say " Wah, ya loh ..pretty lah," or som will say " Ok ok ler, i think the one sitting next to her is prettier." HEHE, sounds familiar huh, do you know any guys like that ?

How about girls ? Girls is the different type, more to holding back type. Imagine the same scene or situation, one of the girl saw the guy and the girl will look away instead of staring at the guy like how guys do. Then i think ...I THINK .. ( its what i think lah ..not 100% correct, i leave it to you all to comment lah) then i think the girls will pretend that they didnt saw the guy. Somehow i think girls have this super highspeed image capturing ability loh. They can just remember the look very fast, faster then blinking their eyes. Then will slowly whisper to her girlfriends and say " eh eh , look at that guy over that table, i think he looks cute loh." Then the rest of the girl will slowly pretend looking other places. And while pretending looking at other place, in split second, their eyes already save the guys face in their highspeed brain memory. Then all the girls will like " EH , Yaloh ..i think he look cute too!! TeeHeeHee!! ," and the girls start whispering and giggles.


So betul tak ? And again, its just maybe only. But i think it happens to some people. Hehe.

Omarion - Ice Box

Fussin' and fightin', we back at it again
I know that, it's my fault, but you don't understand (no)
I got memories, this is crazy
You ain't nothing like the girl I used to know
Good with ma, good with pa, cool with all my friend
I should try, truth is I wanna let u in, but no
Damn these memories, and it's crazy
You ain't nothing like the girl I used to know

[Bridge]
Girl I really wanna work this out, cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin'
It's no excuse, no excuse
But I got this

[Chorus 2x]
I got this icebox where my heart used to be
(but I got this)I got this icebox where my heart used to be
(said I got this)I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

Why can't I get it right, just can't let it go
I opened up, she let me down, I won't feel that no more
I got memories, this is crazy
She ain't nothing like the girl I used to know
I don't mean to take it out on you baby but I can't help it
'Cause my heart is in the same ol' condition that baby left it
And I, I apologize, for makin' you cry
Look me in my eye and promise you won't do me the same

[Bridge]
Girl I really wanna work this out, 'cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin'
It's no excuse, no excuse
But I got this

[Chorus 2x]
I got this icebox where my heart used to be
(but I got this)I got this icebox where my heart used to be
(said I got this)I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

I don't wanna be stuck up in this cold cold world ('cause I don't wanna be) [2x]
Don't wanna mess this up better keep your eye on me girl [6x]

[Bridge]
Girl I really wanna work this out, cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin'
It's no excuse, no excuse
But I got this

[Chorus 2x]
I got this icebox where my heart used to be
(but I got this)I got this icebox where my heart used to be
(said I got this)I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold



This song is by Omarion. Before that i never really bother to listen to this song. But once i heard the lyrics, it really caught my attention. I've been listening to this song recently, only this song and kept repeating again and again. I got this song on my playlist, so enjoy it.

Sacrifice

*edited* (updated 12.41am 9th september)
Love, falling in love, rejected. This time i want to talk about sacrifice.
You see, Love really makes us sacrfice. Im not sure you all know what i mean about sacrifice.
But what we sacrifice and why we sacrifice in relationship and friendship ?
Now here is some point to refresh your mind. Something we all know but seldom come into our mind.

Love sacrifice - your time.
When u're in love with someone you will tend to spend more time, or find time to see or be with the person. You just want to see the person's face eventhough its just a few second. Evenhough we're busy we still can squeeze in a little time just to think of the person we like. Time is so precious and time is gold. Money can't buy us love, but somehow in love we can give our time. You just want to be there, one call and you will straight away be there for the person. Just like the song "...just call my name and i'll be there...".

Love sacrifice - your money
This one i dont need to explain more lah. I'm sure u all know also. Example, You just want to buy gift to bless the someone you like or friend, to make the person happy. Because if the person is happy, you will feel happy. The smile is powerful, priceless,a reward and can even give us energy evernthogh we're tired. HAHA !! Better than Redbull. Petrol price go up and we still drive a long journey to see the person. Some even fly to another state or country just to see the person.

Love Sacrifice - you energy.
Why energy ? Simple, you do what they say, help the person when they need you. Eventhough you are tired but when the person asked you to help, you still can find energy to do for the person. It's the love that gives us the energy. ( But dont force yourself, If you're at your limit, dont try to be hero). There are people who really used their energy, just to be there or help the person they like and forget about their body limit and in the end they get sick. It's important to take good care of our health.


In relationship, people already start doing all this thing to get acceptence sometimes. But when things goes wrong, it will really hurt the person. Let say you spend a lot of time, energy or money on the person but the person didnt appreciate or even thank you for what you did for them. It feels like all your hope went into a drain or flush down the toilet bowl. Having sleepless night and cry when you sleep. Ever wonder why we can just accept what they just said and saying sorry eventhough its not our fault or the person never think of our side of stories ? I think some of you will agree on what i say, and again what i think is not 100% right. Diffrent people think diffrently. And honestly i also hope that you all can share what you all think. ( i wrote all this so that we can share what we think and maybe from this we can learn from each other)

Well you see, relationship is not a one side thing, it includes two side expressing feelings. If you invest all your love, money and time and your hope, and nothing happen, i think there are few possibilities. It's either its not what they wanted, they just dont know how to appreciate or not the right time or maybe we invest on the wrong person or the right person. I dont know, you have to find out yourselves. If you invest on the person and there's nothing happen then move on. Because time wont turn back, dont waste your time. The more time you invested, the more time you feel depress.

But dont let negative things get into your head. Think on the bright side, think on positive things. We can use our time to serve God. Use our money and energy on mission work and helping others. I'm not saying spending time,money and energy on a person is not wrong, but spend it WISELY, dont simply spend it.

But there's one Love that really sacrfices all, God's love. God so loved the world, He love us so much He sacrificed His only Son for us. And yet we sinners flush down His love down the drain, pursuing other 'love'. But God didnt invest on the wrong people, because we are His children. Imagine, when you needed money, God bless you in financial. When u need strength, God bless you also.And you asked for time, God didnt turn back the time for you ( everyone is equal) but He showed you the way and opportunity.

God always waiting for us to go back to His side. Its never late to come back to Him again. He will always accept us with open arm and forgive us. If you seek God first, God will answer what we want. He will show us His way.
If we sacrfice our all to God, God will give us new one !!
Trust and Believe. Let go and let God !


Matthew 6:33

Falling In & Falling Out

On the previous post, i shared about LOVE.
I got people asking me about this topic and what do i think.
Honestly, i dont know. Personally im not good in this. Im bad in relationship.
Maybe you can say im not mature enough.
Im still learning.

So,What makes a person to fall in love ?

Many answer. Fall in love because to show off ur friends, because you just want to have attention from someone, or you are impressed by someone ? Fall in love because you need someone ? what is the whole reason of falling in love ?

Im not quite sure how to answer this because different people might have different answer. But i know falling in love is a serious thing. Once you're in love, your mindset change. Maybe last time you might used to think " i dont need a boyfriend/girlfriend, i prefer to be single", but once you're in love you will sure change. You think differently.

It changes a person's thinking, and it also changes someone's behaviour, or action. When you are single, we are like that like that ...then once we're in love ..we do things differently ..we then now do things like this like this. Why ? Maybe to impress ? Or to help the person ? Or just being helpful,concern and caring ?

Our thinking changes our behaviour, and at the same time ..our behavious changes our thinking too. Either way, we change. But i know some people still behave or think the same before and or pursuing ? why ? This one i dont know. I'm wondering why too and wanted to know this. Issit maybe the person is slow ? Or the person have this ' just accept me for who i am ' mindset ?

i dont know.

Its not easy too fall in love sometimes, because you dont know what the other person is thinking. Whether the person like you or not, or will it work. Yes, its a challenge. And must always have a proper manner and respect for the person. Well i cant think of other things yet i leave it to you all to think.

But what really in my mind now and im concern is how do we react when people turn you down ?

Tough huh? Im sure everyone dont want to get to that part. Haha! ( not funny) I know it feels sucks! And its hard time to go through. Two way, you either learn it HARD way or VERY HARD way! why ? Because you got turned down, of course hard lah! If we dont learn how to put it down and move on, then we sure got into the VERY HARD way. So how to react when you
got turned down ? Im not sure either thats why its still in my mind NOW. But what i know is that you have to respect the decision that the other person's decide.

Don't try to force it down the person's throat. You might end up getting urself hurt or choke too. Learn from it, MOVE ON. If he/she is the right one, in future he/she will accept you. Dont stuck at hell, no point staying there and suffer. Just keep walking and move. Look at the brighter side. Dont let the hurt feeling hook on you, because it only brings depression.So just MOVE ON!!!

Thats the end for tonight. I dont want you all feel so tired reading my long post. Hopefully you all dont get bored. I wrote this post and the previous post because i notice that our society or our world is changing. im sure the percentage of people's
problem are because of one word, LOVE. ( love for money also Love lah)

Thats why i decide to write about this word LOVE.

God bless you all !


Matther 6:33

LOVE

What is love ? A powerful word, a word that people always want to know.But what is love ? How to love ? When to love ? Who to love ? Question about love is never ending. In this post i will try to summarize waht i think about Love.( well not 100% correct because everyone have their own idea on love. People grow and will learn more bout love and eventually it will change too.)

Love is so powerful that it can create life, and destroy it too.
Love can destroy and bring down even the strongest person.
Love can create jealousy, hate and betray. why hate and jealous ?because we cant get love.
Love bring peace, joy, happiness and also depression and discouraging.
Love can get you up high or drop you flat to the ground.
Love can give you comfort or hurt and pain.
Love creates hope, a hope that is so great that everything can be possible.
Love gives faith, power to move and stay strong in heart.
Love motivate, it can motivate someone to be better,or even change a person.
Love support.

Love to me is a choice, a decision we can make. You either choose to love or not to love.In a relationship, Love is powerful. Without love there will be no connection. People say we need chemistry to like someone. Its true. I agree.But how chemistry come from ? Does chemistry also same like love ? Is it choice we can make ?Can we give chemistry ? i dont think we can give chemistry just like that.

And i think it is also a decision we can make, to accept the person and then chemistry can flow out. Chemistry wont appear when a person is not accepting the other person, there's a gap in our mind that we are not giving the space for the person. The flow is blocked. Chemistry cant grow when there is no space in the person's heart.But by accepting a person doesnt mean defintely will have chemistry or love,if there's no chemistry then you know it is a NO.

To accept a person is to love the person , you cant accept a person without love.

To love is also to have faith, to have faith in that person and the relationship you are building. Future of a relationship is decided by the journey of time a couple spend through. Things might not happen in the way we wanted. But with the person you love, future is always good, no matter what happen.

It requires a lot of commitment and responsibility to keep the relationship going. TRUST and BELIEVE !

Love hurt, and it hurt a lot sometimes. And sometimes it can kill a person.Suicidal, depression, gone crazy and etc.

Here are the few example.


Jeong Da-bin


committed suicide in the apartment of her boyfriend in Seoul.While no apparent suicide note was left behind, an entry in her on-line blog shortly before her death indicated she was suffering from depression.





Ruslana Sergeevna Korshunova



Russian supermodel, Korshunova died after falling from the ninth-floor balcony of her apartment. Korshunova's most telling message came in March 2008: "I'm so lost. Will I ever find myself?"

A friend or someone you love, they all need love, attention and care.The devil knows that and devil always like to attack us from there. Once there is a chance, the devil will try to pull us down to hell.But it's ok, because love is powerful.

Love is greater. Love is God and God is love!

Nowadays where love is lost and love is poisoned.Young people looking for love and they found the wrong love. Keep putting in the wrong things into the hole in their heart. They keep looking for people for acceptence, hoping they can find true love.

Sex,drugs,wrong relationship or friedship,money,fame,lust over things.These are the thing that people trying to fit in their heart. But all these things cant fit. The only thing that can fit in our heart is Jesus. Our heart is originnaly made for Him.

God so so so love the world, love us ..He gave is one and only Son to die on the cross for us just to wash away our sin. Sin, the things we shouldnt do...all these things,break His heart and always dissapointed Him. But God's grace and love is amazing, and He still wantto forgive us and always waiting for us to come back to His side.Never complaint, never ignore us but always waiting and keep waiting for us.

Time spent on struggle and hurt is just temporary, because we will reap joy !!And Joy is always sweeter after we struggle tough time !


We're alive because Jesus lives !


If God can give us a chance, im sure you all also have to learn to give others a chance too.
If God can change me, God can change you!

From Love Guru, Lets move from nowhere to Now Here !! tm.



Love with Faith, Trust and Believe !

Busy Week

Wont be posting until next week.

My Next Baby (dont know when)

This is my latest camera that i am aiming for. Meet my future baby, Nikon D300!! Fast, Sharp, Big, Solid, and Beautiful !!

And this is my baby's cool binocular!! 70-200mm F2.8 VR !! Canggih man !!

Hopefull i can get my hand on this camera soon!! Anyone good enough orhumble enough to buy this for me ? hehehe!!

Red Ribbon

Yep, Im in VU cluster!! So thats why i got the red ribbon with me! hehe! Emerge KL is around the corner!! So get ready and EMERGE !!

Eitan the Drummer Boy

Me holding Eitan ! He really like to play drum! Always excited when holding the drumstick. I think maybe in future he will be the best drummer! Drummer Boy!

Amazing God

From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
Creation's revealing Your majesty
From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring
Every creature unique in the song that it sings
All exclaiming

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God.
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God.

Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night
None can fathom.


God, You are amazing ! You always picked me up when im down, saved me when im in trouble, strengthen me when i want to grow stronger. You are always there to forgive us eventhough we didnt do according to Your will, You believed in us, and gave us chance to come back to you.

You are AMAZING!

You sent You're only Son to die for us.
Nothing can compare to You, Your grace, Your love, Amazing love.
Teach us, guide us, mold us and equip us so we can do Your work.
Not my will but Your will be done...

You are Amazing God.

Passion Conference Kuala Lumpur 08

Passion Conference,whats that ? Well, at first ireally dont know whats that until i heard someone telling its a conference and Chris Tomlin will be there. At first i didnt plan to go because i dont know when where and with who. But then Sharon Boon told me that she's not going and asking who want to go.She asked me i said i dont have ticket,and she said she will give her ticket to me. So, sunday 5pm,im there ..attending Passion Conference!

It was great to see all the young people from different churches gathering together at the same place to worship God.It was packed and people is excited and pumped up for the event.

The stage lighting was superb! The music and sound is amazing! The design and production team, the whole crew is great! Around 4000 ( i guess) people packed all 3 hall at Sunway Convention Centre.

The praise and worship was amazing! I forgot how many songs Chris Tomlin sang and he is really good in leading praise and worship (he look a bit like Michael J. Fox) . Louie Giglio preached about Grace that night.

Went there with a group of friends from my church. I sat beside Kathy,Sandra and Crystal. Took a few pic with them while waiting for the conference to start.

(from left) Crystal,Sandra,Kathy

(whos finger behind ?)

Wei Tieng & Crystal

(Sandra and Kathy buat kacau with their fingers)

Me (Kathy standing beside me)

(Again,Kathy and Sandra buat kacau)

So thats all for the Passion Conference update. Honestly, im glad that im able to go for this conference! No regret! And thanks Sharon Boon ! (belanja you makan next time)

Oh yeah, We are all Fruitcake!

Joker

Painted last few month, i think i used around 6 to 7 hours to do this. Chalk on watercolour. The 2008 Joker i think is the best joker.

Temporary Header

So far i dont have any idea what to do with the header. So i uplaod this funny pic. But i plan to change my blog name too, from I Like Green to Green, Black & Me.
Or if you have any idea you can share with me.

Elmo in a colourless world.

SILENT ......

My blog is so quiet. I feel like im the only one talking, and talking to myself.
sad.

Pastor Kevin

Alright, Im sure some of you guys saw this painting already. Painted this for Pastor Kevin. Took me 6 to 7 hours to finish this. Actually I kinda like satisfied with te painting also. What do you guys think ?

No Reply

Still no reply or any message. No email, no sms, no comment, no call, no msn ...

What I Want List (updated)

Hm recently i was thinking about the things im planning to buy. I was quite surprised that i hae a lot of stuff that i wanted. Ok, so lets check out the list now ...


1. A brand new DSLR Nikon D300.( D3 if i got money)

2. Wacom Intuos3!

3. a years subscription of DeviantArt.

4. Nikon 70-200mm F2.8 VR lens.

5. ceiling fan (yes,my room ceiling fan rosak).

6. iPod earphone.

7. Job and Money of course !! without that i cant buy all those stuff above.

8. Crocs

9. Handphone

10. ....... (dont know what else ..maybe u guys can name something )


9 so far, need to work so hard for for all



So this is the yellow egg shape cute figure. My first one, dont know whats next !! Hehehe!


this lah.

Good Day!

First,i start to blog again. Now i got my iTunes account and i can start downloading free application for my iPod! And then my Flickr is revive again and start to uplaod my picture. Thanks to Angeline, my sister, she paid for my flickr 2 year subscribtion PRO account! Thank you Thank you! Hopefully i can get my DeviantArt account also for my artwork.

And i bought a small cute yellow lil egg shape bearbrick figure.( really dont know how to describe, just imagine humpty dumpty look like) will take a pic of that thing and upload the next time so you understand what im trying to explain.

4th Night

Wondering whats happening on the other side ?

Dance Around The World

Where the Hell is Matt? (2008) from Matthew Harding on Vimeo.

Found this video at Glady's blog. Somehow this clip indeed a very inspiring and motivating to me. Matt travel around the world taking clips of him dancing, and people joining him dance. Black,white yellow brown skin or whatever colour skin, they come together and dance ! Imagine if i can go to places like that and preach the gospel to them ..how nice ..!!

So check out thi video.(song also very nice)

3rd Night

Hm, 3rd night, and my lil' sketch corner is earning a lot for te cluster. And im quite happy about it. At least i can help out my cluster raise fund. So today is the third day,and i have 18 sketches to do in total. Bet im gonna be so busy this week trying to finish up all the sketches.

Forgive me for not uploading any artwork recently, will promise you all to upload a super 'Cun' one when im free!

And by the way, anyone want me to sketch for them or paint ..look for me ..text me ...email me ..and then we talk business ...

2nd Night

Just came back from church,and like yesterday,exhausted. Today's cluster fund raising was good! totall of 11 portrait need to be sketch Hopefully 2moro,Sunday will have more !! Gonna be busy this coming week !!

1st Night

Tiring night,just came back from church. Exhausted and exhausted . I want cookie monster.

.........

4.30am,awake with question mark in my head and hair to short for me to pull.... will try to close my eyes,and hope everything will be alright ............

Bob Marley

Another artwork.Bob Marley, King of Reggae. Sketch this using CorelPainter9, Pencil and digital watercolour.

Jimi Hendrix

My latest work.Paint this with pencil and watercolour.

Birthday Portrait

Birthday portrait for Li Hsia.

Art for Sell

Well for some of you who know me or dont know me ...im currently doing freelance job on photography and illustration. I plan to sell my artwork. Or if you want yourself,or you dog or ur pet or a scenery to be a painting, i can do that too. The price depending on details/complexity and size of artwork. But im more to portrait painting. Conceptual and comic ? Sooonn....i will list down the style i can do so u can tell me what you want.

Spidey and Hulk

Did this two painting in 2 hour plus.. my own version of spiderman and hulk. This is the first time i draw without reference. im practicing on a different kind of technique. I know its not the pro level yet ..but im working on it now. So be sure to come back next time to check out my new artwork.

Return

Its been so long since i upload or post something in this blog. Guess its time to start again ..will change some of the stuff in this blog..more personal and for my art.

Will Be Back Soon

First i want to apologize to you all for not posting and updating my blog for so long. Soon i will start blogging again. Busy lah now.
haha!